Sex life sucks 😞

My husband and I have been together for a little over 5 years, married for a year oct 21. Over the years, our sex life has become so boring and pretty much nonexistent. He's SOOO good at going down on me, I just want it to end with that but of course I have to make sure he gets his too. We have sex maybe once a month and I just feel so disgusting like he's not attracted to me because he acts like it's such a chore.. Help 😞😞