Blow Jobs

I don’t know if anyone else feels like this but I can easily tell when I do a really good job and a meh kind of job. Most of the time I feel like it’s mostly meh kinds.

Also my boyfriend basically needs to finish himself off because I can’t get him to the end point fully by myself and I feel kind of bad.

My boyfriend always reassures me that I’m fine and good but I kind of want to blow his mind and make him happy.

Anyone have any tips that can help a girl?