To told myself I would be overly anxious!

Shelbi • Wife. 💍 Mama. 💕👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼🌈👶🏼

I am 6 days to af and 8 dpo. I have been nauseated, increased headaches, some cramping, moody and slightly enlarged breasts. I tested yesterday and today and both were negative. This is our first month actively trying since mc in August and I told myself I would just track ovulation and relax. But I’m not relaxing, I’m driving myself crazy and getting continuously disappointed with bfn’s. Anyone else feel overly anxious to test and then loose hope even though they haven’t even missed af? 🙄😟🤦🏼‍♀️