Please don’t judge me!

I would like to know everyone’s positive thoughts on this subject.

I was I a serous relationship for almost 20 years and my ex and I have 5 beautiful children together. The man that I’m with today was married for over 16 years and has 4 handsome sons with his ex. We’ve talked having one of our own but I’ve been on the depo shot for quite some time and was wondering the outcome and how long it would take to conceive.