Butt stuff

Okay so the other night when getting dirty with my husband ( recently married!! Yay) he said he wanted to fist me.. I said I get to try something on you before you get to try that.. (cause we both know a fist won't fit in me no matter how much he tries.. he's tried before and brusied me and had to suffer without sex for like a week) so anyways I told him I was sticking my finger up his butt and he was like well I'm your husband now might as well try it... (I was like eww gross you want me to put my finger in your butt!!! Wasn't expecting him to say yes lol) and he was like yep do it. Just be careful and gentle and lots of spit. So I tried it and now I can't give him head without doing it.. he's like is it weird that I like it?? I said no a lot of guys do. I don't want to tell my "friends" cause they are judgemental but I had to tell someone. Is it weird he likes it? He keeps putting my hand on his butt and says "do it again!" I think it's sexy and weird but oddly satisfying.. idk am I weird for it lol