I Feel Dirty...

So a bit of a background story: I was molested at a young age, started my menstrual cycle at like 8 or 9, I was raped at school about the age of 16. I've been with my current boyfriend since I was a little over 17 and we had sexual relations since I was about to turn 20 (now 21). I had my very first pap smear and I found out today that I have an STD called trichomoniasis. I already have the antibiotics for it and now I'm scared. Just hearing that made me feel gross all over and I can't help but feel disgusted with myself....😞😞😞😥