alone.
I’m just writing this on here bc I don’t really have anyone else to vent to. I feel so alone, I mean I have friends that I occasionally talk to/ hang out with at school or work but not someone that’s there for me all the time and I can talk to all the time.
I’m literally sitting in bed watching Netflix on a Saturday night alone when I live near one of the biggest colleges in California and could be out at a party or something.
I know the least of my worries should be about a boy but it’s hard when I’ve never had one interested in me. & I’ve tried to come out of my shell before and make the first move but it never worked out so I just keep to myself to avoid feeling hurt again.
I’m 19 (almost 20) & still have never been on a date/kissed/ still a virgin. It’s probably not that big of a deal anyway but it’s annoying to be so inexperienced in today’s world & my age where it’s mostly hook up culture.
I know 19 isn’t that young & I’ll find someone sometime blah blah, it’s just hard.
Sorry it’s so long but like I said I have no one else to talk about this to.
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