The hardest thing is feeling like your time for baby#2 is downhill. im 38. My husband.....makes me feel..... so unwanted due to the fact that i need affection to feel loved n wanted and he is NOT affectionate anymore. I feel like its me. im old. im fat. im ugly. im lazy. im clingy. He never initiates sex EVER!! He does kiss me like kiss me kiss me at all EVER !!! He never youches me unless i block him just to get a hug WTF!! All i want is the man i fell in love with. Does anyone else feel this way. Should i stay and figure out a happy medium or give up and move on? im so lost and in tears especially since i want baby #2 like 10 years ago. I just feel so scattered dont know if im coming or going. Any advoce is appropriate thank you for reading. at least someone cares.