Feeling like a failure

Vanessa • 21. 1 baby, due with #2 02/07/20. Married

Okay this may seem like a stupid question, but does anyone on here have the Safety 1st grow and go car seat? I’m 5.5 months pregnant and we just bought this convertible car seat last night and I broke down crying (pregnancy hormones at its finest) because I was so frustrated I couldn’t install it, does anyone have this car seat ?