So I started studying cosmetology about 3 months ago at one of the Paul Mitchell schools nearest me and I'm having serious trouble staying motivated to finish.

I original enrolled with the idea that I would really love it or would learn to love it, but so far I can't stand it. AND IM GOOD AT IT TOO! But I just can't help but hate everything I do. I've been praised for some gorgeous and complicated cuts that came out great, but I hated them all, and hated doing the work. Not because it was hard...but it felt like a chore and was boring, and I feel awful for feeling this way. I'd rather spend my day in the dispensary washing color bowls and towels rather than cut or style hair.

I dont know what to do. I dont want to give up, but I'm not so sure I want to do this anymore either....I was thinking about having my schedule changed from 5 days to 3 to see if maybe I feel better about it. But I really dont know what to do. And I've gotta pay the tuition whether I drop out or not, sooooo.....my thought, I gotta pay either way so might as well go, but shit am I frustrated.