Ugh okay so I've been complaining to my friends about this shit and I feel bad for constantly annoying them with my pathetic self. So hello <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> Users! Enjoy my bullshit.

So I've been single (not in a committed relationship) for over a year and I'm fucking miserable. I feel alone and unloved and unattractive and it sucks. Also one of my top love languages is physical affection and it's really difficult to fulfil that one when you don't have a snuggle buddy.

Now I have had the opportunity to do a FWB thing with a couple guys and I've tried it out but it just ends up making me even more anxious so it's not really an option. Which sucks.

I dunno. I'm just complaining I guess. I know that if I just wait, something will come along. But dammit patience is not one of my virtues. And I know I should just "date myself" for a while to get to know me, but going to bed alone every night is grating on me a lot.

Anyway, thanks for letting me complain. Hope y'all are having a good night. ❤