Hi ladies,

I was 5 weeks and 1 day pregnant. Everything was fine. We were so happy that after trying since one year, we finally did it. But ALAS! I miscarried! I still have my first appointment on Monday with ob-gyn.

I am still not over with it. When I told my husband his reaction was just chill. It happens. Be strong! And then when he thought I am sleeping he went to bathroom and he was crying silently. I was devastated. I wasn’t able to go and hug him, Because I have never seen him

Crying 😢. I came back and pretended to be sound sleep.

I don’t know why god is doing this with us. We are so much in love, we respect each other. Never do anything bad to other people. We do love everyone, have a clean heart and diet.. but still why ?

We never smoke nor drink.

I want to ask god is this what we deserve? Why he did this to us?