Hating these hormones 😣

I am hating these hormones from pregnancy. This is my fourth and final pregnancy. I am a bit more grumpy, negative, annoyed and perturbed than usual. I don’t like it. I mostly notice it at my husband. He works on the road and when he comes home I’m mad and annoyed at most of what he does. Stupid stuff too. I also don’t want to have sex and when I do I certainly don’t want to initiate it. If he tries, and I’m actually up for it, I get upset if he doesn’t approach me correctly. He’s not much of a romantic and I usually overlook it but not right now lol.

I don’t like how I’m feeling. I cannot allow myself to get comfortable with him to even cuddle. I tend to be strong because I’m always home with our three boys while he works and it’s like I can’t back down out of my “leader” role and be his soft, affectionate, loving wife. I • HATE •THIS • FEELING. I want to love him and kiss him and show him I AM happy but I mentally cannot. These hormones need to straighten themselves up! Whip it into shape little ladies!