Okay so I was with a dude for about 11 months and the first couple of months were great happy never arguing then everything flipped he started be sneaky and just lying we started arguing everyday and like fighting but when we was good it was like we was never having problems so I feel inlove with those moments but again after we was good for a lil bit started up again and it was worse like really messing with other females I’d cry blow his phone up all types of stuff pray to god and ask him to pleaseeeeeee help me unattach myself from this boy please I’m to good i don’t deserve this but I could never leave I’ll try and I’m back ... so I’m like I might as well play the game to right if I can’t leave idk why so I did sleep with sumbody but it was a waste of time 🤣 like literally but like 2 months after I did that this guy slid in my dms and I remember adding him cause he was cute 😅😭 but long story short we was just texting here in there he was so nice always respectful so I eventually started kissing those feelings for the dude I was with but the guy who slid in my dms wasn’t consistent so my feelings would always come back .. one day I finally decided to see him in person and popped up at his job and we talked for a lil but never really talked or hung out I felt he was on games until I pulled a bogus move and popped up at his job with my guy lol and when he seen that he became on it 🤣‼️ and we finally hung out after the first time hanging out it was consistent seeing each other just happy af with him I spent the night and one day I woke up to a message from my old dude I was still with but it wasn’t really from him his baby mom texted from his phone and in all honesty this is when I knew I was done because I wasn’t hurt by it I wasn’t. Mad I felt nothing I got tired of always getting messages and hearing shit I was done and I was so happy this happen cause this was sumthing I needed to cut ties with him but ima wrap this up once he lost me he started begging me sending long messages just acting hurt apologizing saying he loved me n messed up so much n now I don’t gaf I love him but I love me more and I’m only tryna make me happy again now look god finally answered my prayers sent me a MAN. Yes a man that adores me treats me like a princess babies me just everything it’s amazing so I really just wanna say if your looking for your sign to leave your no good man alone do it because your a queen and I PROMISE you there’s sumbody out there that’s gone show you you was never asking for to much ‼️❤️ I’m in the most happiest relationship I’ve ever been in and I’m so thankful for him.