Warning this might be a bit too long.

So over the summer I met this really amazing guy who happens to live a 12 hour drive away. We met online and i already had plans to go down to his city from before so when I went I messaged him and we hung out. It was amazing n he dropped me back to my cousins later that night and I couldn’t help but think “I’m gonna marry him one day” and I’ve never felt like that before, we hung out the whole trip and everything came so naturally and was so easy and i wanted him so bad. I eventually had to go back home and saying bye was really hard, we still talk every day and both realized me want more, we want a relationship.

While back home I met another guy who happens to live 1.5 hours away from me. We hung out and I had fun. We started talking everyday and he ended up being someone I got really close too. He knows things about me no one else does, the second time we hung out he already had movies n popcorn ready to go and we spend the day okay fighting n talking and cuddling and I realized I really like him.

I had met this guy earlier in the summer before meeting the other 2 and we re connected. He lives 10 minutes away. He’s like every guy I’ve dated before. A bit of an asshole but clearly has his own issues. I tried to put my feelings aside knowing I already can’t pick between the first 2.

Long story short I now really like 3 guys all for different reasons and can’t decide who I really want, there’s no wrong option they’re all people I want to be with just not at once. I somehow found myself in a love square 🤷🏽‍♀️😭😭