Am I crazy? 😅

The hubs and I aren’t actively trying to have a baby right now, but we’re also not using any birth control and just abstain around my ovulation date. Even though we’re not trying, I still find myself looking for pregnancy symptoms and just being devastated when I get my period. We’re so close to actively trying (next fall when I have my masters degree and a job) but I just want to start a family so badly! Does this baby fever make me crazy?

Note: husband would be overjoyed if we got pregnant, he just wants everything “in order” before. He’s a CPA with a great income and we live close to both of our families so we have lots of support nearby.