Frustrated Rant

I'm getting so frustrated with ttc. It's not even the waiting for it to happen, but the trying to get my husband to have sex with me when I'm ovulating. Its ridiculous. During the summer we went 2 months without having sex because I was struggling with my depression and he was working out of town and was only home on the weekends. He complained the whole 2 months that I wasn't having sex with him. Now I have my sex drive back and he's working in town I'm always the one initiating sex and most the time he turns me down. Today I told him the opk test was positive and today was the best day to do it. I tried to have sex before he went to bed and he told me to let him get some sleep and wake him up when I come to bed. Well I tried to wake him up to do so and he got pissy with me saying how is this going to work when he's half asleep. It's getting harder for me to keep being the one initiating it when I'll more than likely get turned down. 😡