Why me 😩

I had a life plan. Me and my partner saved up and bought our own house, then we got 2 dogs, then we went on a holiday, the next step of my life plan was to start a family.. I wanted to do things right, have a stable home of our own, full time jobs and money saved.. little did I know it would be so hard, 15 months of trying so far 😥 it’s been heartbreaking. I see teenagers getting pregnant accidentally and having abortions or not doing what’s in their child’s best interest and I think, why me? I tried so hard to do everything right and now I can’t even have a baby? My life plan is ruined I wanted 4 or 5 kids but I don’t see that happening at this rate 😭 anyone else feel the heartache?