please help me

I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety last summer. Any ways I almost 20 years old and I had cancer when I was 16 and as a kid I moved a lot. I have been to 6 school , 3 of which where high school and I never got the chance to date someone. While I did get to but a multiple friend got jealous and he called it off so her and I don’t loss our friendship. Anyways.. I was wondering is it crazy to not care about who I loss my virginity to anymore? I like going to the club and dancing all night and if I meet someone that I want to sleep with is that okay?