When is enough enough

I’m 29. 29 years old. I’ve was diagnosed with Endo shortly before I turned 19. This doctor who diagnosed me told me I most likely would not be able to carry a child of my own. Wonderful news right.

Life went on. I married the most wonderful man in this world. He gave me hope again. With my husbands support and an excellent new doctor, I had hope.

Then a miracle happened. Over the summer I got pregnant. Lord I don’t have words to describe the joy I had. After all those years of being told it wasn’t going to happen for me, it did.

Baby T got stuck in my Fallopian tube. Emergency surgery. Lots in internal bleeding. And I’m down a Fallopian tube and my Baby T.

Again my husband is amazing.

We are trying again. Having a family is our dream.

The negative tests you guys. They just break my heart.

When is enough enough?