As an only child, I know the struggles. I’ve always wanted more than one child so that they didn’t go through what I went through. I was always alone and bored. Being an only child sucks. My daughter was a surprise. A true blessing, I am so grateful for her. I feel like I am failing her because I’m struggling to get pregnant again. She’s happiest when she’s with other children, she would make such a great sister & it kills me that I can’t do that for her. When I am no longer on this earth, I don’t want her to be left here alone. I wish I could give her a sibling so badly. I’m starting to wonder if it will ever happen. Perhaps god has other plans 😔