Im starting to wonder why my husband married me, if he really loved me, and if i look beautiful to him like how he claimed, when we were still dating.

He never wants to take pics w me, but he does w our kids. He lost all of our pics from when we were still dating. We have 0 pics of us, yet he has an album full of his ex wife pics. Refusing to throw it away. They have no kids together. I feel like hes embarassed to be w me.

He told me that i dont even look cool or nice, until i started dating him. I dont even look as pretty, just average. I look weird and mean w makeup on. I look dead wout makeup on. Our kids looks nothing like me, because they look too good to look like me. They got the good looks from him. They only got the chubbiness from me. Im only 97lbs btw.

He tells me a lot whenever we argue, that it was a mistake to marry me, and he doesnt know why he married me. I dont match him at all. Hes not lucky because he have a wife like me.

I get compliments a lot from outsiders, everyone is always so positive about me. But not at all from my husband. I dont get why hes like this to me.