Sooo ..... I got married in May, me and my husband started having problems immediately! Well, we separated and he was with someone else and lying about getting her pregnant, doing drugs, not working but refusing to sign divorce papers!!! Well, after catching him TWICE with this girl and realizing he just ain’t gonna do right, I got back with my ex (still asked for a divorce!) and ended up pregnant, like instantly after me and my husband split which was wild! Last sexual encounter with my husband was at the end of June, got back with my ex at the beginning of July (had my period in July) and missed my period in August! It was so quick, like I said! Me and my husband did try to conceive ... I stopped BC and everything! I just feel like it was a sign to continue to try and exit the marriage since I got pregnant by someone else! I don’t need judgment because I stepped out AFTER everything and more! Not while we was actually together and “trying” to fix our marriage ... so it’s whatever! My daughter is a blessing regardless but some times I catch myself being spiteful because I am pregnant by someone else and my husband feels so way NOW, AFTER all the stuff he put me through!!!! I start feeling nervous for my baby ... like today but I heard her heartbeat, so I was at ease. I’m STILL trying to end the marriage but he is literally trying to have a wife and a girlfriend but I’ll be damned!! Like I said, I don’t need judgment but I needed to vent!!!