Venting 😏

My boyfriend of 7 years has always been the one and only boyfriend I’ve had we met at 13-14 yrs old now we are 20-21, we’ve been together a long time.

I feel like I never got to experience dating and what not and I’m sure he feels the same I’ve caught him a few times talking to other girls. We have the Apple TV and he’s always connected to it and I’ve seen him comment and message girls. I deleted Facebook for that reason because guys would add me and message me trying to hook up, of course I ignored every single one and I kept my Instagram and my acct is private. I have not even 100 followers and am only following some people I know most of them famous. Anyways we had our baby in July, and it’s like he doesn’t even care that she’s here when I was pregnant I believe he was seeing another person of course he denied any involvement with anyone else.. Every time we argue he blames me that I don’t help I don’t cook I don’t clean I don’t do this I don’t do that we don’t have sex. But I’m a sahm, taking care of a baby and 4 dogs while he’s out working and when he’s off he’s always having a boys night out. I cook I clean maybe not everyday but our house is decent it’s never a pigsty. He recently came across some girl who had a crush on him when we were in high school I guess they kept contact since I’ve been seeing her comment and basically flirt with him on instagram. I asked him where we stand in our relationship and he said whatever you want to do I’m cool with? And I told him so if I pack up and leave because of the way you treat me your gonna be ok with it? And he said “I’ll fight you for custody, I make the money”

I’m overwhelmed my family recently moved now lives 600 miles away we’re in LV they’re all in NM I’m stressed I’m tired of fighting and crying for a change I’m trying to save my family but the more I try the more it breaks apart

Any words of wisdom :(