🤔🤔 I need help

Summer

So my Whole 8 Months Pregnant 🤰🏽 My Daughter Father And I wasn’t Together Because we simply didn’t get along I Didn’t hear from him Much during my pregnancy because Everytime we talked we fought because I felt like he wasn’t supportive and wasn’t here enough as he should been so I was suppose to have her November 15th she came on Halloween 🎃 I went in labor and didn’t call him I sent him a picture after of his daughter and he Came right to the hospital 🏥 I felt kinda bad because when he seen her he said y you didn’t call me I wanted to be here and now he’s saying he love me he want his family back he want to be in Are lives but in my head I’m still thinking about how he did me while I was pregnant AND ALL US KNOW LADIES WE NEVER FORGET HOW SOMEONE DID US WHILE WE WHERE PREGNANT so wat should I do I mean I love him but I’m still hurting