I’ve been recovered from anorexia and bulimia for about 8 months. Recently I’ve had a LOT of stress in my life and I’ve turned to food for comfort. I’m back at 130 lbs (I used to be 100) I really want to be 110-115... I’ve relapsed and have been having binge and purge episodes and I’m starting to highly restrict again. I think my relapse is rooted to the fact that I’m leaving town to visit my cousins in Cali for Christmas... They are all your typical “Cali girls” ... stick thin, blonde hair, tan... I will look just like them if I lose 15 lbs (and get some color lol) . I have a month and a half to lose this weight and it’s bringing out my ED from its hiding place 😩