Venting.

I have been with my sons father for 5 years. I got pregnant only after 7 months. My son is now going on 4 and I am going on 11 weeks pregnant with our second. My sons father is 25 but very rude and immature. He does work and provides I will never complain about that. What I don't like his how he comes home and spends hour after hour on a video game. I cook, clean, take care of our pets and our child. I don't mind it at all, but help would be nice. During the summer of this year I caught him with the tenant across the hall from us. So, I kicked him out, but my son was missing his dad. After about a month I let him come back. Since then, he always tells me I am not like this and I'm not like that and I need to look like this. He looks at other females in public and makes it known to me. I know men look, but most don't try and get the attention of their partner. I am showing at almost 11 weeks, and he always says something about my weight. I feel like I am defiantly a single parent all the time. Sometimes I feel like my hormones are to blame, but how he treats me is how he treated his girlfriend of

years before he got with me. I don't know if I should leave or keep trying. I don't know how much more I can try though. I love him, but I don't deserve to feel this way about myself.