Emotionally charged

Im 27 weeks pregnant with my little boy, he is my fiancé’s first child and my rainbow baby.

Four years ago I lost my daughter Marisol, at 17 weeks pregnant. I suffered through horrible depression after and never thought I’d love anything again. I left her father who cheated on me after the loss & moved away starting over.

Fast forward I have been with my current fiancé for two and a half years we are expecting a son. I have the confidence to say I am very happy and coping with the loss is something I thought I’d never do, but I did. I have a four year old sister, who was born two months prior to my late daughters due date. We are very close, but she does not know anything about the situation, obviously given her age.

Today we took a nap, she woke me up and says “Sissy I dreamed of your daughter” I said, honey you know I’m having a boy. She said “No sis, she was your daughter before she told me and she told me she isn’t mad at you for having baby boy she was but she’s not now and she’s here with you when you sleep.” I was frozen. I heard my own heartbeat. I am very emotional and chills down my spine, I hope if my little girl is here with me. She knows I love her and she watches over her brother