Lost enthusiasm for gender reveal..

Don’t get me wrong, I’m still SOOO excited for baby.

It’s just... this whole gender reveal has gotten out of hand, my mother in law is very extra (she’s throwing it).

I’m feeling like it’s more for her than anything else now.

Also, she keeps repeating how her “hearts desire” is for us to have a boy, buying boy clothes already. Even though we’ve repeatedly said we’re hoping for a girl.

I feel like now if it is a girl She’s going to be disappointed and it’s so engraved in my head at it’s a boy from her that I won’t be excited for that either because I’m so sure it is now.

I know I sound spoiled but in my defense she stole my woodland theme for the baby shower and used it for the gender reveal, had me and my hubby cancel the LA baby show last weekend to come clean her house for the party (fair enough but we only cleaned the inside, the party is outside), and she had offered to throw this, knows were short on money and somehow we’re paying for half of it now when it wasn’t even our idea.

I just can’t wait for it to be over, I can’t wait to go home from it and call my baby by it’s name and start referring to it as he or she.

Hormones are heavy this week.