Feeling so low

I havent been on this app for awhile, life has been crazy. I’m so happy for all the ladies who are feeling so beautiful and amazing carrying their little babes.

I, however, am really struggling. I feel gross, uncomfortable and all stretched out. I can’t even let my husband touch or look at me. Every time I change or shower I cry. My husband is getting frustrated and I don’t blame him, but I just feel so sick and crappy all the time and on top of that I hate the way I look. I feel so guilty feeling this way, but I don’t know what to do. HELP me please