I wanted about three at one point but not anymore. My pregnancy went so smoothly, then my daughter was born and diagnosed with a bowel disease. I've watched her go through so much and honestly I don't want any more of my kids to do through it. I love my daughter dearly she is perfect in every way but I can't go through this again. 'sleep when she's sleeping' everyone says.. And who will feed me, tidy the house etc. I recall having one good sleep so far, it's not like she's the worst sleeper but waking up every couple hours is tiring. I'm literally running on empty everyday and when I try to rest it doesn't happen. My relationship hasn't been the same, I knew things would be a bit rocky until we got the hang of things.. It's just alot to take in. I know it won't last forever, I just know that this is it for me. I've already had people tell me I can't just have one child - yes I can and I will.