i messed up

alright. i had UNPROTECTED sex about 5 days ago like right now marks five days and i just threw up but i want to think that i’m not pregnant but i haven’t been able to het plan b because i’m always so busy and i’m genuinely really scared right now and I CANT STOP CRYING because i CANNOT be pregnant. i’m gonna go tomorrow morning to get plan B and get on B.C but i’m really scared right now and i don’t know what to do!!!! i want to die ugh i’m only about to turn 18 and he just turned 18 i don’t know what we’ve done.

okay just an edit! i spoke to a doctor and she said there’s a pill for up to five days and it’s called like elle or something like that! and that’s what i’m taking in like two hours when i go.