Line eyes are a real problem! I am a stupid woman...

I have had virtually no symptoms, which I normally get the fatigue and boobs ache, nipples sensitive within the first week...well here I am 8 dpo stupidly peeing on this thing and I feel like I can see something...? Does anyone else see it? I can see the color better in person, in the pic it looks like an Evap 😞 and I know it’s early, I know I should wait to test but it’s been 8 years since having my last living child, and I’ve had 2 miscarriages in the last 4 years...please God let this be it!