Am I crazy?!

Please tell me I’m not the only one who secretly feels this way. I do not want anyone around my baby after she’s born! We are in Michigan and March is a rough flu season on top of we’ve just had a measles case confirmed by us. 😭😭 secretly I just want to keep her all to myself until May after the largest part of cold/flu season passes 😩 keep dreaming right?! I feel so crazy but I don’t want my sweet IVF baby getting anything. Just an overprotective, FTM. 🙄🙄🙄