Told my mom i was dropping the semester

So, i haven’t really been doing that hot this semester so I decided rather than ruin my gpa that i would drop the semester. I figured i would call my mom and tell her since this is a rather big life change. I promptly called her to let her know what i had decided and she proceeds to tall me how im a waste of space and how ill never recover from this. And how i didn’t try (despite my efforts), etc. alot of emotionally damaging things.

I dont want to home. I do not want to be confronted with her and my fathers judgement and guilt. That i know will only get worst with time.

So my options are to move out with my boyfriend to Michigan, and just get away for a bit and try to continue my life over there.

Or stay and deal with the verbal and mental abuse thats about to come from my parents.

I should add im 20 and have never been away from my parents. This would be my first time away from home. Which also makes this alittle more difficult.