Am I mean?? Just have to vent

Melissa • Ectopic 10/17👼🏻 Partial Molar 5/18👼🏻, Miscarriage 11/18👼🏻. 🌈👶🏻 1/20. Pregnant with #2 🤞🏻 6/22

So in the past year I had an ectopic pregnancy and a partial molar pregnancy. After the pm we had to wait 6 months to ttc again. This is our first month ttc since then. In the past 2 days, 6 people announced their pregnancy! 6!!!! I’m trying so hard to not be bitter but I just can’t help it. I wish I didn’t feel this way but it’s just not fair. When will it be our turn 😢 am I mean for being bitter and having these feelings??