Dear rainbow baby to be...

Brie • Wife. Mommy to Pierce 👦🏼 Harper 👧🏼 And Meadow 🌈 5 losses 💔 Hashimotos, Antiphospholipid Syndrome, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Sjögren’s, lupus

Mamas heart has been aching for you since she stopped crying 24/7 over your sister.

Your big brother and big sister (currently youngest child) have been asking for you.

My body hasn’t been as cooperative. I don’t know how to do this month after month and keep on failing.

I can feel the sadness in your daddy’s heart every time I tell him my period started.

We were so ready for another baby but life had different plans for us. It breaks my heart every day but until you are in existence our hearts will ache for you. We will be waiting with open arms until then. You are the missing piece to the family I’ve always dreamed of.

Love your mommy, daddy, brother, and sister.