Period is 42 days late, 7 months since my miscarriage and D&C, 1 year since I started “trying” and still no baby. I don’t understand why it’s so hard to receive something you pray and ask for each and everyday. Like why is something so natural so fucking hard to achieve. I am absolutely surrounded by everyone my age having babies or getting pregnant. The ones who barely can take care of themselves, the ones who still live at home with their parents, ones who don’t even have boyfriends or husbands, 20 year olds having their 3rd child, and I can’t have ONE. I’ve never in my life wanted something so fucking bad and no matter how bad I want it, I still don’t have it and there isn’t shit I can do about it. Some people have no earthly idea how depressing this is....