Just want to start over. 🍷🥂🍸🍹

Yesterday was my deceased children’s birthday. They would of been 12. Over these 12 years on and off I have drank. Not crazy but I just didn’t stop. So now that I am really wanting a child I have choose not to drank anymore. It’s only been a few days. I feel better but In a way I know this was a major key to my infertility. So one day at a time and if your read this don’t judge just keep me in your prayers. Health wise no sickness or urge to drink like crazy. Only three days. To me this is a huge success.