Trying not to test!!

Amber • My baby girl born December 20th ‘19 🥰

As of an hour ago I’m now 13dpo!! I want to wait until tomorrow to test with morning urine but it’s so hard to not go into that bathroom and pee on that stick!! I’m scared I’m out. I’m scared it’s going to negative again. I want this so bad. I used opk and got my positive on the 25th and ovulated on the 26! I had what I think was implantation spotting at 11dpo pink spotting enough to cover up half a piece of toilet paper but only lasted not even 5 minutes, it was just a quick thing. I tested yesterday I believe it was negative but I feel I seen a line but I’m sure it was negative. I hope that test is positive Friday morning ! I pray god gives me and all us other woman who are trying our little blessing(s) soon!! 🙏😩 baby dust to all!!