I’m heartbroken

I’m honestly heartbroken. In July 27th of this year my husband and I decided to take of my birth control and start trying for baby number 2. In my head this was going to be easy since I did get pregnant fast with my first one . But it’s been so hard and heartbreaking to see af come every month ! We had a miscarriage in September it’s just so hard because I can’t stop thinking about having a baby and life is slapping me in the face everyone I know is pregnant. I don’t know how women don’t go crazy after trying for a over a year I have only been trying for 4months .