TTC frustrating

So i been wanting to have a baby. So I had stopped taking my BC after 2 weeks so about 1 week i havent had it. Monday I started spotting really light and noticed brown. And tuesday morning it was brown as well but then i was slammed with heavy soak bleeding ever since then. I was having pregnancy symptoms, nausea, pulling, dizzy, and now I'm really confused and I just wanna make sure I'm not the only one that has had issues like this. Because my period was late as well. About 20 days late. I'm actually giving up on TTC because my boyfriend doesnt want a baby anymore... 😕