I agree to move in with my in laws, worst decision ever. I was trying to see the bigger picture by saving money and one day having my own home. but I am stressed and depressed and my baby is coming two weeks.

I really don't want to bring a baby to this house. for some reason people in this house don't know how to fucking clean. I just seen a roach today and I that's when I flipped. we all share a bathroom in the tub is so dirty I rather going to my parents house to bathe my son. I go to my parents house to get dressed, I go to my parents house to brush my teeth. the kitchen the other day was disgusting. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to leave my husband I just want to leave him here with all the dirty mess his family makes

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