Torn..

Alicia • Wife Mother of twins

Part of me really hopes that I get my period this week. The other half is God I hope I don't get my period this week... I want a child I do. But my husband is fixing to deploy.. if I ovulated when I think I did he will probably miss the birth (if I am pregnant) although he will most likely be here for the gender reveal. There are pros and cons to both. I'm nervous. Especially because we aren't trying but also not taking a whole lot of care in preventing.