Feeling lonely. 😥 Miss my bestie.

Sorry, long post. I just kind of wanted to vent...and see if anyone else feels this way. Basically my best friend and I started TTC at the same time, we both got off BC in August. I conceived at the end of September (im 8w2d now) and she is still trying. I have not seen her since before I got pregnant and we used to hangout almost every weekend (outside of work. We also work together).

I understand she is upset she hasnt gotten pregnant yet. I totally get that. If I were her, i would be sad it hasnt happened yet too. But we specifically had a talk before we started trying and I asked her if she wanted me to try at the same time as her or if it would be weird. She said she wanted us to experience this together. Shes also not the kind of person who talks about her feelings. Shes a very private person, so I feel awkward talking to her about it or bringing it up to her.

She is constantly hanging out with our other friends and her family and posting pics on Snapchat. For instance, a mutual friend of ours had a Halloween party and everyone was invited except us. Normally, she would always invite me and my husband along too, but we havent had an invite, but our other friends have. We've tried inviting them bowling and to do other things and she just says theyre busy. I try sending her pictures of nursery stuff I like and cribs (not constantly, because I dont want to seem like Im rubbing it in her face. But im pregnant...thats pretty much all I have to get excited about right now. And shes my best friend. I want her to be excited for me.) And she just says "cute" or one word answers.

Thank God for my husband because hes been great and spends all his time with me. But i miss my best friend. I just cant help but feel like shes avoiding me and its going to cause a rift between us. 😔 Anyone else gone through this?