Fears of TTC

Aonginea • I love life & positive people. Baby dust & blessings to you all!
I miscarried at 5w4d on 8/4......
I finally stopped bleeding this past Saturday. A huge part of me really wants to try again, yet a small fear lingers over me. 
Last night I had a bitter/sweet dream that my little angel was born & healthy as can be. It was so real that when I woke up, all I could do was cry. To have had my baby taken away twice was painful to say the least. 
I'm not really sure why I'm even posting this, but oddly I feel a sense of safety in this group & maybe someone could help or understand. 
I wish all of you peace on your journey.