It makes me so irrationally self conscious. I know lots of guys watch it and it's normal and I shouldn't be mad but it hurts so much. We are both really busy and work long night hours so we don't have sex a ton. I know he watches it sometimes but I saw it on his phone when he was googling something and he was laughing about it and I pretended to laugh too but was not laughing on the inside

But like what do those girls have that I don't 😞😞 makes me want to cry whenever I think about it

I recently lost a lot of weight bc of stress mainly and used to have such a niiiice fat ass and now it's gone size 12 butt now size 4 and he fucking watches big butt porn and it makes me feel so bad about myself