What do I do!!

So to cut my story short been with my fiancée 7 years I fell pregnant at 18 he didn’t want the baby and somehow managed to make me agree that abortion was the best idea ( I will forever regret this) I fell pregnant again 6 months later and told him straight I was never going to go through what I had went through before I was keeping this baby regardless ( she is nearly 4 now) he didn’t want to know until she was born and at that I feel like I’ve raised her myself with a little help from him! He’s always going out or away for the weekends forever being self centred and I have had enough I feel so un loved and in un appreciated and to make matters worse I came of contraception a year ago to try and expand my family recently found out I was pregnant was so happy I couldn’t wait to tell him but when I did I got the worst response he wasn’t interested! How can he be so cruel not like it just happened this baby was planned ( god only knows how I fell pregnant as he barley wants to sleep with me) only sleeps with me if I moan and fall out with him I’m. It joking its that bad!! Final straw he went away with his friends disntspeak to me once to see how I was or my girl but his friends all contacted their girls with his phone so no excuse I’m so done what should I do I have spoke multiple times to him and nothing changes also he does nothing for me in the house which is a great big bare!

I feel like a weight has been lifted just righting this down xx

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He knew I came of contraception so there was a high chance I could fall pregnant at any time and he never seemed dazed by it at all x