My husband says I’m a dangerous person to be around our child. It’s because I have anxiety and depression that I can’t take medication for while I’m pregnant. This morning I told her (she’s two) she couldn’t wear her new boots to daycare because it’s muddy out. My husband made a point to say to her “mommy says your new boots aren’t good enough. I think they are pretty but mommy hates them”. If anything I think they are TOO good for daycare and I don’t want them ruined.

But anyway.

He’s probably right because I got angry and went to the bathroom and slammed my hand on the door, making a loud noise.

My little girl doesn’t want to be around me, she screamed “no” and fought to get away when I asked her for a hug before she left for daycare.

My husband doesn’t trust me and my daughter is afraid of me.

What else do I have to go on for?

I’m due in January and it’s such a long time away.