Hear me out..

I’m 6 weeks pregnant and it’s only my first... but I imagined it being this exciting, and happy thing that fills my day with joy and things to look forward to... plans to make, new experiences to discover...

But the truth is, my husband doesn’t even feel like it’s happening. He’s been so unemotional about it all. I’m constantly worried about miscarrying. I’m over analyzing every symptoms or lack there of... I’m afraid of what I can and can’t eat, I’m afraid of what I can and can’t use (medications, face creams, washes, skin care)...

Time moves so slowly. I feel like just yesterday I found out I’m pregnant but I’ve been on a roller coaster for 2.5 weeks.

Am I crazy? Or does anyone else feel this way?